ROMANCE / SEXINESS TUESDAY #4

Passion is a feeling of great enthusiasm towards or compelling desire for someone or something. Passion can range from eager interest in or admiration for an idea, proposal, or cause.  To enthusiastic enjoyment of an interest or activity. To strong attraction, excitement, or emotion towards a person. It is particularly used in the context of romance or sexual desire. Though it generally implies a deeper or more encompassing emotion than that implied by the term lust.

When the word passion what does it mean to you? That first kiss that first crush on a guy you like.  You flirt, you laugh and joke even if they are not funny. You feel it in the pit of your stomach, those butterflies.

A kiss or passionate kiss – The excitement about two people coming together. The anticipation from the moment your lips touch each other. Your heart pounding so fast you think you’re going to pass out. You’ve been waiting so long for that one moment to happen, and when it does, it’s magic.  You lose yourself in each other, it’s starting slow but build up like there is nothing else like it. 

Have you ever kiss that deeply, like you are floating in the air and nothing around you exist.  The passion builds and builds, and there is nothing you want more than to get lost in each other. The passion we all have it in us.  It starts with just one simple kiss.  

Do you remember your first kiss? How was it? Was it what you thought.  My first kiss was in high school. My best friend who was so much better at dating than I was, she dared me to go up to a guy and ask him out and then kiss him. Yes, a DARE. I knew the guy did not like me like that because he was more of a player.  He was ok, but I preferred him more of a friend than dating him. 

 My first boyfriend lasted two days. I hated it, and everything about it was awkward.  On the bright side, I learned how to kiss. So that first kiss that means something. That kiss that makes your heart pump faster, that kiss that makes you breathless and you want more. 

Four years later,  Another player as my best friend would say.  However, to me, he was my friend. Girls hated him for some reason I saw something more in him. We worked together, and he was at least seven years older than me.  I like his family; he was the only son of this beautiful couple. Deep down, he was sweet. People usually did not see this part of him, but I did. He was my friend, and I do not know how, but we clicked.  He was the first guy that when we finally kissed, it meant something real. He knew that we would never cross that bridge, but that kissed might have done something to me. I could not save him though, my friend, my co-worker, we were like two peas in a pot, and we had so much fun together.

I would never forget my first kiss, we were in his room lying on his bed. He took it slow, and I let it happen.  Till this day I remember Rick Springfield singing Jessie’s Girl in the background. I remember how he held me like two lost souls becoming one.  Little did I know that after that kiss, I would never have a chance to have another one. My friend had a problem that he hid very well. He was an alcoholic and would piss away his time in bars..when I found that out, all romantic feelings I had for him died.  My friend that I care about lost his life. I could not say that I would still be friends with him today if he were still living. But I know that I would never forget that only kiss we ever shared, it was like magic. I felt safe with him no one from the outside would hurt us.  I knew the moment we walked away from us, it would never be the same.

It is funny how you can remember things like your first kiss, yet others things are quickly forgotten.

Do you remember it? That tingling feeling you still feel on your lips moments after. 

Thank you for reading my blog about FIRST KISS!

Everyone has a first kiss? What is your?

Have an awesome day?

Brenda