Good morning my lovelies
I know I haven’t been blogging much and I feel that I’m neglecting everyone. My promises especially that one.
Life gets in the way and your priorities are shattered somewhere else.
Recently. We’ve loss someone that has been there for me more than once as I to her. We all wish we had more time but we don’t as we are all on a journey until it’s time for us to move on.
She will forever be missed and has definitely have imprinted in my heart. I cannot express how much she believed in my writing. I would read to her, send her my chapters, through ideas at her and she made me see clarity.
I don’t think I will ever have someone like that again. I know now that I need to finish Brandon and Carla. But how as everyday I want to escape in reading. But I promise I’m sad though that she will never hear the ending. But maybe I can read it out loud.
All this to say embrace the moments you have with love ones, as you don’t know what tomorrow will bring. I wrote this after her passing as I know how much she suffered but that didn’t change who she was she would endure the pain and smile. That is a true warrior to me. So here it goes Auntie there is not one day that passes that I don’t think of you. Love you with all my heart, and you took a piece with you.
Finding my love as I follow the light. @brendapearson
I lay here as I pray to God to give me the strength to fight.
But the pain is too much for my fragile body.
I”m tired of fighting, this pain will not leave me.
I’m fighting this as I have so much to live for.
But I’m tired as I close my eyes wishing I was stronger.
I don’t want to leave the people I love, but the pain is always there.
I don’t want to give up, yet my body is.
I miss him so much, I wish I could see him again.
Darkness follows me, I’m scared, not knowing.
The pain cames again, and I’m having a hard time to breathe.
I close my eyes and go to my happy place. That bring me joy and peace.
A tear run down my face as I’m tired of fighting the pain, it’s become too much.
I lay here and I feel peace overwhelms me as I see the light.
I’m fighting it, but the light is too bright and beautiful, I need to know.
I reach out and as he give me his hand I smile and tears run down my face.
The pain lessen as I look back and float away.
No more pain, as I look ahead, I feel stronger.
I’m sorry my loves it’s time for me to go. I will always be with you my lovely children.
The light is beautiful and bright as he smiles at me, he’s so handsome.
Welcome home mom, the kids will be ok, we have guided them and love them, we gave them our all.
They will spread their wings and soar. All we can do now is watch them and grow till we see them again.
I guess we have done well, showed them as much as we could be possibly love them. I’ve missed you so much.
I’ve been waiting for you until it was time.
Show me the light my love I’m home in your arms again.
Our love is pure and we will always find each other.
May I have this dance my beautiful angel.
I’m at peace again and the pain is gone.
Love is forever in the heavens as we both walk through the light as one.
Hugs. Everyone remember share every moment as if it’s your last as tomorrow might be too late.
